Day 1 tomorrow, Not feeling to confident. I already feel the fail and pressure. But im sure the tunnel gets brighter.
1 thing i know is reading will do it and keeping a refreshing hygenic routine while also cleaning. I will go for walks and small excersises, Eat fruit and continue to wear nice clean clothes.
I will remember i am quitting the hikareti for money & health. Well you think about it would you quit smoking for a deal to have $100 in your account? I definitely would!.
So i chucked my 20pack in the bombfire and the rest of my 30g.
Tomorrow Saturday is the 1st official day!.
Hey, Im Snouz... And they always have those warnings on smokes, Its because they are real... Now i know your addicted to cigarettes, But why?. They only shorten your breathing, Break your sleep, Impotent your body, Give you germs and make you super unattractive to health freaks that dont smoke. Believe me your not an addict, Your only in your soul alone and afraid to follow people that think you can be better. So that makes you a prejudice, Which means you dont like being around people better. You are trying to make your own landmark of success but you wont get anywhere?... Trust me, QUIT smoking to feel the evaluation of how they think of us, Believe me... You will see results. (Treat cigarettes like cucumber, Never buy them)
Im Buying some books tomorrow from the local warewhare... Im using that to keep me occupied, I enjoy reading abit. My first day kicks off in 2hrs.
My mind will keep focused by reading some Hip Hop Wizards and Gardening Books, etc.
"Stay Clever and Clean from the Nicotine" Familia.
I just found out that the inside of my body was duplicating with the ciggy demon, duplicating so much that i totally cannot control my thoughts.
Not only did my relapse encounter wrong turns but it built a lovely friendship with people that are only around for the smokes. They dont often have koha or whaikorero to acknowledge my hikareti. But they love to say "After you kuzz?" or "can i roll one up?".
So i reset my Smokefree days to 18th December.
Give my smokes to the needy!!!
Wish me luck Familia
Jus polished two weeks of off & on smoking during my trial of quitting cigarrettes. But tomorrow on the 8th of December 2019, Its a real-time adventure of breaking the chain. It's going to be a weird change, But you know, i know you know if i've had a smoke, So get ready to be amazed, Cause my hoe wants a mansion and I put my hands up to buy it got dammit.
Peace, lets smash the chain
So i got told by an old friend to have a vape to smoke for 3months, I mean gummon im only quiting buying cigarettes because of the dent it has on the credit... so i bought me a vape and im kinda thinking that was a wise move, plus the vape juice is only $7, It runs off a charger and its not quite addictive but its satisfying. CANT WAIT TO SEE THE BANK LADIES FACE NEXT WEEK.