First time blogging on anything. Here I am having my first cigarette of the day with my coffee knowing I can’t do this again. My quit day is tomorrow - why am I so scared? I’ve tried many times before and failed. I plan to vape a zero nicotine vape and wear a patch. I’ve smoked fo 48 years. I’ve read many of the comments on this blog and find them very encouraging, so I thought I’d reach out for support.