Grams NOT smoked: 2662
Total savings: $4,530.10
I still going had few battle with the brain box lately that pierced chatterbox nicodemon been trying to make me think about having a smoke, as soon as it starts I shut it down pretty quickly and not let it veterinarian other wise take control. I got really good at telling it to shut up leave me at once. I think the reason is that my 15 months is knocking on the door soon I nearly there just few more weeks once I passed that I will celebrate my new life smokefree.
I do love the people here, welcome all you newbies your in good hand, us one who have done bit distance in this journey will give you plenty of advise,
I know my first time I read a lot of the blogs pple put up and found the motivation to keep going don't give up, if I fail which I did I could jump back on when I was ready to try again.
So don't be hard on yourself if you don't quit the first second or even third time, but you will know when you are ready and you will do it. I don't miss my friend anymore I guess it's like mourning period you grieve, anger, bitness, disappointed etc...but you finally let go and say good bye. Bye to smelling like ashtray, taste of ashtray yuck...do miss that ...nope I like the new smelling fresh me...lol anyway I better get some sleep as it is 2.26am night....or should I say morning.