By Julia CI had another rough day, exhaustion & needed to sleep for much of the day. I'm really looking forward to this symptom of whatever going away.
Today is Wifi Wifie's birthday and we went out for dinner. She asked me a couple of times if I wanted to go for a cigarette, I just said "No". After the main she asked again & this time I just looked at her.
Wifie Wifey: "Why are you looking at me like that?"
Me: continued looking
WW: "Have you given up or something?"
WW: looks in disbelief "When?"
Me: "4 weeks ago"
Me: "I don't want to die"
WW: "Why didn't you tell me?"
Me: For the first couple fo days I didn't want any additional stress. Since then I've been waiting for you to realise.
It's a relief that it's finally out of the bag as I'd been getting rather bored of the "say nothing" game.