I'm struggling so much at the moment. My grandad is in hospital and it's the fifth time this year. My nanas 2nd year anniversary since her passing is in 2 days as well and I am an absolute mess. My heart is so heavy right now, I can't stop crying and my heart is beating so fast. I'm on edge and all I want to do is have a smoke. I know I'm not alone but I'm feeling so alone atm

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    Blondene said:
    15 March 2019

    There's nothing wrong with crying when you're hurting...I don't know about you but I always feel more alone when someone I love has passed...know you are doing the right thing by abstaining from smoking ...honestly it's just the brain nicotine receptors looking for some comfort...silence these cravings you know how much you hate smoking...remember what it was like at the end of your smoking times...you were done thru with smoking so much..it will be like this again if you go back and you might not have the power to stop...you have come so far don't go back now Jordy 😊 stay strong 🤗

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    nanaturtle said:
    15 March 2019

    Your Nana would be Proud of Your progress... be Strong
    Beat this, and You can face Anything...
    Heartfelt Hugs for You...💕